Wednesday, 13 June 2007

Career Status

Because I am always confused and decision making for my own self is not my best talent, I am still unemployed. Yep you heard it right. Though, there's this company Novartis, a health care company, just offered me a job as a Medical Representative.

At first when i heard,
I was like "wow i got a job na wohooo!".
But then, "oops is this what i want?"
Okay now im torn between whether to take this job or again back to square one in job hunting.

Why I need to take this job:
-I don't have any pending application to other companies.
-My gosh! it's already JUNE! Come on!
-I still don't have any experience yet to get my dream job
-I'll have a car
-My sales skills will develop
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Why I should look for other job:
-Basic salary is not that high and you have to reach your quota
-Area is in QC!!!!! that is like soooooooo far!
-This is not your dream job
-the job seems scary...

Ergo
I still dunno what to do. huhuhuhu

Saturday, 9 June 2007

Epekto ng Katamaran

The very reason why decided to create my own blog is because (1) mega i have nothing to do (2) I think too much and i need it all to put it in writing so i won't go ballistic (3) kumita sa AdSense {harharhar}
But the problem is, I'm like SOO TAMAD! Tamad nga ba? When i can't wait to write something on my blog, pag ippublish ko na biglang ngeeek parang ayoko na. I have tons na nasa "draft mode". Anu ba un?
Ganon na ba ako kabilis mag bago ng isip? I mean I admit that "me = change". Madali ako magsawa sa lahat ng bagay, and i constantly look for something new. Don't want to elaborate anymore coz it would take pages for me to explain my whole "me". Hindi ko na nga alam kung dapat ko ikasaya ang pagkatao. Syempre dapat, pero.. ang hirap kasi maging "ako".
Am I making sense?
Epekto ng katamaran? This should be about me, failing to do my sworn responsibility for my blogsite. Pero no..... Ang epekto talaga ng katamaran eh MABABALIW KA!!!

Para naman may-saysay ang pag bisita mo sa site ko eh i think you oughta visit this site. It's about a POSER who says he's an Atenista and who really really hate Lasallians.. Funny to!
Click this ----> http://kantuterongatenista.blogspot.com/2007_06_01_archive.html
Ang Loser talaga!

Monday, 4 June 2007

Birthdays Sucks!

Yeah yeah, you need to celebrate the day you were born in this panet earth. What the heck! Birthday is only there to make people make you feel extra special. Can't we just make it an ordinary day? Customs pushes you to be happy about it. What do you want me to do? Smile all day and sing at the top of the world?? And because there's the pressure that you should be happy at that day, it is easy for someone to RUIN it all for you.
Expectations and bitterness is what this birthday mania can bring to u. The hell to the person who started with this birthday thing!!!!

When i wrote those things (above) a while ago, im really really MAD. Angry, bitter, whatever u may want to call it. And now that I calm myself already, i dont know... I don't know if it's my fault or not. All i know is i got hurt, and let myself be carried away by my emotional madness. And look what happened. Is someone capable of ruining your day? or is it all in you?
Sigh!

Thanks red ribbon, wentworth and chixie for calming me..

Saturday, 2 June 2007

miss this moment :)

And becoz im being so addicted and drawn to that "prison break" series, i'm having a hard time pressing the stop button and do the those things i need to do. But Michael is Hot! just so u know! hahahaha! kidding (syempre heroes pa din) . Anyway, been browsing my files and all and bumped into these photos..

(Taken during easter sunday, Bernabe's campaign in our humble village)
(top left: Rose, Te Char, Me, Sam, May-ann; Below left: Bea, Shao, Bles)

haha! Miss them already. Aww... Mukhang matatagalan pa bago masundan tong pics na to na complete kami coz of some well you could call that misunderstanding... hehe... Oh, nga pala these are my CHILDHOOD FRIENDS :)

(*pics should be two.. but damn this blogger!!!!!! been having a hard time to upload some pics... arrgggghh!!!!)

-S-

Friday, 1 June 2007

Songs that always runs through my head

For several week, months (im not sure) these songs never stop playing in my head!
Well, cant help myself..

Look After You by The Fray



Stolen by Dashboard Confessional
reallyyy love this song! and the vocalist too hehe kidding!



-S-

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