Monday, 23 June 2008

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Monday, 16 June 2008

Fast Forward: Its hard to say Goodbye

Before I fill out the times that I stopped blogging my life here, let's fast forward muna. Dahil importante to. Shoot! We're done! It's over. Nada!

After 7 years of being together, I never thought that this thing is actually happening to us. Well, at some point I have foreseen this. But the fact that I'm actually living it.. right now, IT's hmm.. I don't know. I feel numb right now.

I won't detail the conversation that leads to this. (sh*t he's online right now). Anyway, I am the bad guy here. I'm the one who makes the girls in all those love songs cries to death. So basically, wala akong karapatang mag-emo! (dba? kaasar!)

We broke up the other night (june 14 or 15?). We just talked over the phone. I was surprised by how he handled the situation... at first. Parang are we this mature? I was actually waiting for him to curse and bombard me with all the nasty, hurtful words that you can think of. Maybe this is probably worse, him being nice. (wahhh!!). And since I don't want to put down the phone kaagad. His composure didn't last that long. He's beginning to be bitter each passing... seconds! Okay, ouch! I think we should put down the phone. And when he said "bye na". Shoot! I can't even say "goodbye" or "buh-bye" or watever! I'm a mute!!!! I texted him right after I put down the receiver. And syempre he didn't reply. Sigh! I didn't made hagulhol. Maybe I made the right decision, don't you think?

I woke up not feeling okay. Well, that was unexpected. I thought I would be like... steady, poker. Pero hindi! Siguro felt guilty. Did I made the right decision? If so, why do I feel this way? How can I hurt someone?? Someone who didn't commit a single crime to... to experience such!! I'm a monster!! My heart goes to him as I recall him saying "di ko na alam gagawin ko". Leche!! Ang sama ko!! Kill me, will you?? If I stay, I'm an ogre. If I won't stay, I'll still be the blacksheep!! Which is which??

Gusto ko mag-emo. Pero walang song na appropriate to such case like mine. And this made me think to compose my own song, my own lyrics. Sigh! I don't have plans to drown myself in all alcoholic beverages. But then I just found myself semi-drunk kagabi. And now I'm sick. (Urgh!!!). OO, wala akong karapatang magpaka-hurtful moments! Eh bakit ba? Yun yung nararamdaman ko ngayon eh. I keep on thinking how is he. I want to hug and comfort him to make the hurting stop. I want him to be happy. I don't want him to suffer or anything like that. I don't want him to hate me forever. BUT THAT JUST CAN'T BE!! I'm the sole reason why he's in this state of the so-called "unfair,cruel world".

Sigh! What do I do? Have fun? Jump for joy? How can I do that? Knowing that I've hurt someone so bad.
And there's NO SONGs FOR ME!

Saturday, 14 June 2008

Life Starts at the Age of 22!

It wasn't my plan to have a kainan at that day, simply because I was not in the mood.. for no apparent reason at all. I just want my bday to be.. nothing tooo special.

That day was so hectic. I was in Makati whole day (job hunting-slash-job interviews). My original plan was to have my Lone Time. But then my Mom was far excited about my birthday than me (she's always like this. check my bday-post last year). She keeps on bothering me what cake I like, do i like palabok... given the fact that I already told her that I dont want to have handa. (Ugh!!)

And finally, I gave up. Let her throw me a party. Then I texted my "friends", fortunately all of my dearest friends can come even for a super short notice.

All in all I had fun! I did enjoyed it. So far, it's the best birthday (compare to my bday last year. Eck!). It feels like there will be a whole new, promising year ahead of me. It's not just about the party. It's about my Quarter-Life Crisis being over!!! Hallelujah to that! Cheers to my New Life!!

(so many stories to tell during that day, even the day after that...)

Here's some of the pics..

In my last year's birthday post here in my blog, I end it with thanking three key things that helped me calm down ( I was angry). With this post, I want to end this post thanking God for leading me to the light and bringing me to whole new overwhelming path. Now that I entrust my whole me to His palms, I offer everything that I do (even my life) to Him starting this day (6/4/08).

My Own Twilight!!

A gift for myself... My very own Twilight, my own EC!! wahahahahha!!! (devilish laugh)
Bought it last June 04,08 (my 22nd birthday).
And during my birthday, I let my guests have their solo pic with EC!! waahh!!

here are the photos

Tin-Aw Basic Photography Class

I joined a 3-day session with Sir Nathaniel's Basic Photography Class. It was held at Tin-Aw Gallery at Makati Ave. (beside Manila Pen). Its an every sunday, whole day session started last May 18 to June 1.

I learned so many things. And I'm excited to practice what I've learned. Punky was good enough to accompany me and sit in in our class. (She's already a student before of Sir Thaniel, UP Batch)

My Assignment # 1 - Single Source Light

My Assignment #2 - Motion

For other pics click here

And here are some of our Wacky Shots during my first day.

Barren Land

Outside Tin-Aw Art Gallery
(left: Me, Right: Punky)

Guitar sculpture by Salvador Lirio's "found objects"

Jump Shots & Photo Session at Manila Peninsula
(right after class)

I will post some other time those photos that was taken on our last day of class (June1). For those who want to take up a basic photography class, there will be June schedules. For more info please visit this site. Thanks!

Monday, 9 June 2008

A Week of Nothing But FUN!!!

As much as I want to share every bit of happenings in my life to keep this blog updated... I just can't. I can't keep up with my New Life.

Yes! Quarter Life Crisis is definitely over. I'll fill you up later..
but I promise u I'll post it here everyday! Just... not now. okay?
hehe.. sorry..

I'm having the time of my life right now.
waaahhhh!!! mmm... maybe this weekend I'll bombard this site with all the things running around my life.

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