Saturday, 26 December 2009

Impossible Is Nothing

Yesterday during my quiet time, I was saying to God "God sa inyo ba talaga galing to? I know nothing is impossible with you, pero... parang imposible eh. Pano yun? When? How? Magkaiba kami ng mundong ginagalawan."

And earlier this morning (again during my date with God), He told me this "For with God nothing will be impossible" - Luke 1:37

Let me share my devotion for today.. And yes, I am guilty of this - often times becoming practical atheist (ouch!).

(from blackaby)

Nothing Will Be Impossible


"For with God nothing will be impossible." (Luke 1:37)

The angel Gabriel told Mary that God was planning to do something humanly impossible. All human logic would agree that a virgin could not give birth to a child. It was impossible. Yet this is exactly what was to happen. When God speaks of doing the impossible, it is no longer absurd. When was the last time God did the impossible in your life? When was the last time God spoke to you about what He wanted to do and you were scared to death by its magnitude?

God still does the impossible! Too often we acknowledge our belief that God can do whatever He wants, then we add a safety clause: “But I just don’t think God will do that with me!” We become practical atheists, believing that God can perform miracles but never expecting a miracle in our own lives.

God wanted to bring salvation to all of humanity. It is critical that Mary not only believed God could perform a miracle but also adjusted her life to the awesome work He planned to do through her. The difference between a Christian and a moral person is the divine. The difference between a church and a social club is the miraculous. Some can duplicate the morality of a Christian, but no one can reproduce the miraculous that should be a part of the Christian experience. Do you believe that nothing is impossible for God?

Tuesday, 22 December 2009

The Day Where God Humbled Himself Is Coming (3 days to go)

3 days to go and its the day where the uncontainable God got contained. The almighty, powerful and majestic God humbled himself to fulfill His promise to save us from eternal damnation. He allowed himself to be weak, to experience pain, to experience how it is to be human. A 100% human, and a 100% God.

Amazing! Indeed, great is His faithfulness. Just the thought of it is unfathomable. And as I type every word in this blog, I couldn't imagine how much He loves us.

A lot has happened to me this year, and God humbled me in ways I didn't think of. God brought me to a Church wherein I am growing in my walk with Him. He leads me to friends whom He uses to strengthen my faith in Him. Yes, I still have a lot to learn, and in every lessons He carves in forming my character brings me closer to my maker.

This coming Christmas, let us look beyond the usual way on how we see the meaning of Christmas. It is more than His birthday, it's all about Him... it's about who He is.

Wednesday, 4 November 2009

fast paced

ano ba to lagi akong naghahabol ng oras ngayon. haha! parang all of a sudden ang bilis ng oras. Im not complaining. I love it nga e. feeling ko productive ako. haha! yun nga lang, priorities tlga. hmm.. lemme see. eh, mukhang sa natitira kong free time mas nagsspend pa din ako sa facebook e. siguro adjusting period pa din? before kasi i was like almost 24hrs online. and it was nakakasawa. super naappreciate ko na i cant surf sa work ko ngayon. hahaha! o dba wala ng paragraph paragraph tong blog ko. haha! i wanna sleep na kasi. i got sipon pa. supeeeeerr ang daming ngyari.

para bang excited palagi akong matapos na yung araw, then i want the time to stop pagdating ng gabi. hahaha!

ok outlet outlet..
emo dump alert:
-i was asar my back pay got hold.
-yohooo lapit na weekend
-darn thurs!
-pansinin mo ko!! hahahaha!
-hindi ba pwede laging weekend? haha!

Monday, 26 October 2009


i miss blogging! im gonna blog real sooooon!
for now am gonna sleep. frickin' tired. ...zzzz....

Tuesday, 4 August 2009

There's is Nothing Permanent in this World

I got soo pissed when my ka-dgroup (small group BS) was complaining about life. I was like, "buti ka nga may life".
Buti ka nga you are a working progess of God.. Na nae-experience mo yung life na nasyo si God.
Na meron ka pang "chance" na magbago.
Na nararamdaman mo yung fruits of the spirit
Ang babaw.. kung ayaw mo ng life mo, sana binigay mo nalng dun sa tao na gusto pang mabuhay.

I am preparing for my GB.. pero after what happened, i realized, what's the point. Even your loved ones can be taken away. All of it can be taken away from u.
Only God is the ever consistent, permanent here in this world.
Sya lang talaga..
Why attach urself so much with someone? Kung darating lang din pala yung time na mawawala sya..
Everything seems to be pointless..
Mas mabuti pang si God lang tlga..

Come this end of this year... and nothing happened..
Lord please close my heart.. not until u desires it..

Just Like That

And just like that
the process to change
the hope to be better
the future
the possibilities
just like that
and its all gone...

everything seems to be pointless
words that are left unsaid will always be left unsaid
life is short
and ull never get to grasp it
until it affects you

im so sorry
with all my heart i am hoping u are in a better place

I miss u... I will always remember u..

Wednesday, 18 March 2009

TV Series

Goodness parang nagiging ala-TV series na itong love life ko.
Naman naman.
Time can only tell which is which..
for now i have to be honest with myself.
Live in the present.

Mahirap pero Masaya!

Grabe ang hirap.
matinding patience and understanding at TIIS talaga.
pero i cant deny that i am really really happy.
Sobrang looking forward to end this year right!
Gusto ko nang mag december!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9 months pa!

Sunday, 15 March 2009

Looking Forward

Im still in the middle of understanding why its seems to be just a bliss then there's hurt and pain...

And I just realized:
that angst does not come from God
that He is at work in both of our lives
that He hears me and my cries
that I am in pain because he is... and I'm sharing it with him.

And so the song goes
"We need to come to Him and see Him as He is. And that's true worship. Because in the midst of that, all securities are made clear and all fears are relieved".

God is Love.
God Loves me.
He taught me how to Love
And I am happy because I am loving in its truest form.

Thursday, 12 March 2009


For just a few days. My faith was tested.
My quiet time with the Lord is not as its usual.
I was like a kid na nagtatantrums.
Gusto ko lang naman ilabas.
Na para bang Lord gusto ko to eh, ni-lead mo ko dito tapos kukunin mo sakin?
Pero mali. maling mali.
Dapat si God. si God muna.

Right now, I guess the Lord is showing me different options.
Na medyo mag ingat ingat din ako at huwag masyadong mag paka Tan-ga.
He's saying to me that I should strengthen my faith.
I was about to be blinded.
In any way, he's not closing any doors about us.
I woke up realizing that I should be believing in my prayers.
It may not be answered right now, but someday it will be. Just believe.
This gave me hope.
And I know right there and there. I'm about to be back on my track.
Di ko man maintindihan.
I will continue to pray. pray and pray.
I should not stop.
God loves me soo much, more than I know.
He knows what works for us.
But I should also be helping myself.
I know right now, in his situation, he needs me to be strong.. I will be strong.
At the same time, not letting myself to be so into him.
I should be on guard.
I should not let the enemy play around with my thoughts.
Believe. Believe.
I am learning. and I am still a work in progress.

Wednesday, 11 March 2009

How to end this

Ayoko ng magalit sa sarili ko.
This time its different.
It's not always what I want.
I'm beginning to be too selfish
and I'm being punished because of it.
Ayoko ng icarry yung burden na to.
Masyado na syang masakit at mabigat.
Nawawala na ako sa ayos.
I need to be strong to let go.
And I never thought na ganito siya kahirap.
Akala ko kaya to. Kaya I took the risk.
Sobrang hirap pala.
Sana di na lang ako nagmatigas.
Di ko maintindihan.
Sana ako na lang yung malapit ng mamatay.
Sana ako na lang.

Tuesday, 10 March 2009

Hanging by the Moment

Ngayon ko lang na-experience yung every minute equates to a thousand years of longing.
Every heart beat is deafening.
Why Lord?
Pls allow me to talk to him.
I am so worried.
Ang hirap ng nandito ka lang. Wala kang magawa.
Help me Lord to lift this up to you.
I need to be strong and be brave to whatever happens now.
Wherein there's a million possibilities that may arise.
Help me Lord to be strong.
I long to say and hold his hands that everything is okay.
I am here.
I long to say "What were you thinking!!".
Ang sakit sa puso na nandito ka lang, nagaantay ng balita.
Please be okay.
All I can do is pray, and hope for the best.
I should not entertain negative thoughts. Be hopeful.
Lord, help me to have hope. Full of hope.
I dont understand Lord.
Help me to understand.
My overthinking me is running again. I dont want to think.
I am waiting.
And its painfully killing my heart.

Please Lord have pity to your servant... crying out to you.
More than anyone you know my heart.
Help me to accept whatever your will is.
As of now, please.. I humbly ask your grace to allow me to talk to him.
My heart is troubled not until I get to talk to him.
To hear from him that he is okay.

Forgive me of my sins. Forgive me of my transgressions.
Purify my heart God. Purify my thoughts.
As I give praise and thanks to your holy name.
I love you Lord. You are our God.

I will be forever grateful to all of the things that is happening in my life.
You are indeed working and alive in me.
Thank you. Thank you.
Feel free to use me to give glory to your Name.
I am yours forever Lord.
Forever and ever.

In Jesus name, I pray.

Wednesday, 4 March 2009


Please don't feel na ikaw yung tinutukoy ko dito.
please wag tayo masyadong magfeeling. okay?

Friday, 27 February 2009


By Kirby Llaban and Mike Serapio

Intro: G – C – B/G – C – D

You died on the cross

B/G C - D
My life you saved at all cost
You showed me the way
Now I offer myself to you
C D C - D
I want to be with you evermore

Lord, I wanna be in heaven with you
Right by your side I stay
Worshipping you all day
I will live and die for you
Anything I will do, for heaven is
here in my heart

Heaven is here
Heaven is here
For Heaven is here in my heart

Got this from

Tuesday, 24 February 2009

I'm EMO as always

I'm missing you like crazy hell!!!
Ang tagal ng december.......................

Tuesday, 17 February 2009

I Need to Live in the Present

I want to move on
I surrender my future
For now
I need to Live in the Present
One Life at a time

I thank God for
I get to have a glimpse
of Life
A glimpse that I hold on tight
A life I never thought
I would ever have

And for now
I cry out to you
Hear my heart, Oh God,
As I plead for your divine grace
Help me to stand again
Calm the storm in my heart
Put peace in my mind
For you are my refuge
my strength
my Life
My God.

Ang hirap!

Ayyooookooo naa!! please!! maawa!!
Everywhere I go
Whatever I do
Even if I keep myself busy
I can't deny that I always think of him.
Boogie talaga!!!
Ano ba!
Bakit ba ako nagkakaganito?
Goodness naman iha!
Masyado mo nang finefeel ang pagka-emo mo ha.
How do I make this stop?

Someone messaged me this:
Pain is God's megaphone.

When life is going well, it can be easy to forget God. So, sometimes God will use painful circumstances -- difficulties, trials, and troubles -- to get our attention and remind us of our need for Him.

In James 1:2-4, we are instructed to rejoice in trials: Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

Why are trials good for us? Because they make us more mature -- that is, closer to God. So, when you feel the pain of life know that God is with you.

Yes. I get this. Pero.. ramdam mo pa rin eh.
For now, I am not okay. But I will be.
I don't want to be bitter.
I really should have closed my eyes... as well as my heart.

Monday, 16 February 2009

I should have closed my eyes...

Focus Shaula, FocuS!! Magtrabaho ka! Goodness!!
Just work and work and work and work and work and work!

Tapusin mo lahat ng pending mo
Mag-gym ka na rin
Mag-capoeira ka pa
Mag-aral ka magluto
Linisin mo buong bahay
Ayusin mo legal docs mo.
Basahin mo na yung mga libro mo
Maging active ka na rin sa SiM
Magpaka bibo ka sa lahat ng bagay
Para ang hahanapin mo na lang, eh, ang oras ng pagtulog mo.

Monday, 9 February 2009

It's Good to be Home

Home at last! I miss my internet. I miss the TV. I miss YM. lolz!

I just got back from Bohol. It is indeed what I need. A little R & R with my family and with my Jesus.
Truly it is part of his plan to send me away this weekend in my mom's hometown.
Away from the hustle and bustle of the city. Away from distraction.
I was refreshed!
And now i'm back on track and I'm back on the Game!! (YeBa!!)

For how many weeks I was completely distracted and confused.
God didn't leave me, like what he promised.
He woke me up and He even answered my prayer! (amen!)
And yes, now he made it clear to me what are the things I am allowed to do and what are the things that I need to be extra careful of.

I am His, and you are mine.
Nothing in any creation can unbind that promise.
And I offer this heart, oh God, completely to you.

Thursday, 5 February 2009


I'm having a hard time reading you.
Would you care to help me out here?
Why do you pressure me to be your girl... now?
Why hurry?
I thought we're already in the same page.
Is there something I'm missing?

You are an enigma to me. really.
Sad to say..
But I'm starting to doubt your intentions.

Monday, 2 February 2009

The Reason of My smile..

Wala eh. ganon talaga. pag may aalis... may darating.. haay.
nakakalungkot lang..

Tuesday, 20 January 2009

First Digicam with Wi-Fi


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U got it beybeh!
This sony cam is perfect for peeps who doesn't have a time to open their PCs and upload those pictures.
Perfect for paparazzi wanna be? hahaha..

TO learn more about it click here.

Sunday, 11 January 2009

1st Sunday with CCF

After how many sundays of hearing mass at a Catholic worship service, I had this strong urge to go instead to CCF. I believe that my soul/spirit is longing for that kind of praise and worship. I prayed for it, and AMEN to you oh God, He answered my prayer.

It's good for Nethz, Ate Che and Kuya Calvin to let me join them to celebrate God's love. I am joyful that finally I get to attend na rin. It's my 1st time and I pray that it won't be the last.

I'm the only Christian in the family. Me and my Mom were the only ones who's very keen to go to chuch. That's why I'm kinda hestitant at first to start going to CCF. I said to myself that will continue to accompany my mom, besides we all worship one God, right?

I never knew that it would make a difference. No offense to all catholics there. Technically I'm still a Catholic. But I was renewed and transformed already by God's grace. Iba pa rin pala talaga. I find myself at times sinning during mass... I want to bring praise to God... to Jesus. But I notice ang daming prayers to Mama Mary. I feel like it's not much Christ-centered. I feel like it's not helping. God's presence are still there. Pero iba pa rin. It doesn't much help you how to sustain and protect your grace in this life... how to maitain having a christian lifestyle. That's when I decided that it's time for me to attend CCF.

Yes, wala naman sa church yun. Pero the kind of prayer and worship CCF or other christian ministries offer truly helps my spiritual life. And I believe it is God's will that I should hear today's sermon which is about the coming Fasting Feast. When I heard all about it, seems like God prepared me for this. It's already been a week since kinda fasting na ata ginagawa ko. I didn't ate much compare last month (december!! lol). So I'm really committing myself for this week's activity. And I pray that one day, all of my loved ones will be able to join me in CCF. Amen.

Monday, 5 January 2009

Watch this vid!! This DJ earworm mixed or did a mash (i dunno what they call it). Basta, he made a song wherein he mixed all the top25 songs in the US billboard chart of 2008. He even made/mixed their MTVs.
Cool eh?

Sunday, 4 January 2009

The Bridge

To start the year
I urge everyone to watch this video..
lemme me know how u feel about the vid after u watch it. :)

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