Thursday, 13 December 2007

Unexpected Reader (When Blog get Exposed)

Blogs for some are like an outlet to them, a diary. And I'm one of those. You don't want to really hide your blog site as you want your friends to be updated on what is happening to you. But then again you tend to forget that ANYONE visit your site.

Well, I was chatting with my client (yes he's my client) and he asked me a question that bothered me (actually till now).

How the hell did he know that?
I only share that piece of info to my friends (upto my cliche friends. But he is my client).

And BoGsh! Yan kasi blog ng blog.

I really dont know how the hell... pano? simpleng blogsite lang naman to. Am I that popular? (feeling! kapal!) Is he a stalker? (i doubt).

Ang dyahe na tuloy magpost ng kahit na ano dito.

night. sleepy

Sunday, 9 December 2007

Photo Addict

I'm a photo addict. Since I was in grade school, I'm fond of taking pictures already. Plus the fact that I'm part of the subject excites me more! hahaha!
So just want to share to you guys my "kabaliwan pics". Why kabaliwan? Coz ang over gutsy ko. haha! Yung mga tipong a normal person won't do in public coz nakakahiya.Pero once they saw the pic gusto nila sila din. haha! (sounds familiar?)

Taken: Dec. 7 '07
Where: @ Highway 54. In front of Megamall, along EDSA.

Imagine on my left side, there's a waiting area there. And people are all staring & laughing at us. Pero nice di ba? haha

Taken: MAY, During Election
Where: @ Mary Help of Christian Parish
Since it is our first time to vote, me and my friend punky should really document this kind of event in our life! So you see, all of the people that surrounds me are keeping an eye to my vote. You can feel the tension! hahaha!

Taken: March 07, During my Hunt for perfect Grad Dress
Where: @ the Dressing Room of Rustans - U - Glorietta 4.
Wala namang story behind this pic. Since it's inside the dressing room. haha! But I looove this pic!

Taken: March 25, This is during my Graduation Day!
Where: @ the St. Cecillia's Hall. St. Scho College
All of my batchmates are preparing already for the ceremony. And as for me? Well I went to the stage and did this! LOL! My cousins thought I was modeling in this pic (as if!)

Taken: April '07
Where: @ Puerto Galera
These are just some of my "creative shots" when we went there. haha! feeling talaga! We even asked for a couple of photographers to take a shot of us while we're on the top of the biggest rock there.

*well that's it for now.just check out my multiply account. hehe. night friends mmwwaah!

Wednesday, 5 December 2007

Do you LooOOVe your BOSS?

Well I don't. I have no problems with my immediate superior, but I "love" our big boss! sobra!
You know the feeling that that certain person just doesn't like you?

(Baka iniisip mo lang yan?) Baka nga. Pero I'm pretty sure of it. Kahit i-deny nya, I know he doesn't like me. Especially my guts. And maybe he can feel it too that I despise him.

Mukha kasi siyang pera. Mention MILLIONS OF PESOS to him. His eyes will start to flicker like christmas lights.

I can't wait for the day na marealize niya that there's more to life than having lotsa money. I can't wait na dumating yung biggest storm sa life niya para magbago siya and marealize niya mga kamalian niya sa buhay.

Di ba siya nagtataka na walang nagtatagal sa company niya?

OH I forgot, PERA lang pala mahalaga sa kanya. Stupid me! How could I forget!

Monday, 3 December 2007


The DAY of my first ever interview since I started working with this all-employees-can't-wait-to-resign company has finally came. I am really really hoping to be employed with this company. I don't want to revolve my career with Sales. I want to grow and learn with Marketing! And even if the location of my new dream company is not Valero type ambiance, it's actually uberly okay with me.

The Overthinking Me:
Oh minsan yung feeling na its too good to be true pag natanggap ako dito sa company na to. Ayoko na maranasan yung rejection. I know tatanggapin ka lang if u r FIT for the position.. pero.. majujudge ba nila ako kagad sa unang interview?

The Status:
Well, my status right now is to wait for their call. If they won't ring me up this week, isa lang ibig sabihin non. MOVE ON GIRL!! But I can't seem to think of any reasons why they won't invite me for a second interview.

The ball is woth the Almighty already. I did my best. And I pray that he'll give me what's best for me. I'm so used with rejection anyway.. (ano to? bat may bitter-ness?haha)

*nawa'y ma-include nyo po ako sa mga prayers nyo*

Tuesday, 27 November 2007

JUNE Beybeh!!!

(first of all, try to read your month... you can totally relate)

Ate Dorxie tagged me :)

1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).
3. Pick your month of birth.
4. Highlight the traits that apply to you.
5. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them.
6. Let the person who tagged you know when you've done it!

My MONTH is:

JUNE: Thinks far with vision {hell yeah}.
Easily influenced by kindness {totally!}.
Polite {?? im not sure about this} and soft-spoken {especially this.maybe if im asleep}.
Having ideas {i believe so.hanggang ideas lang actually}.
Sensitive {well yees}.
Active mind {sobra!}.
Hesitating, tends to delay {haha!}.
Choosy and always wants the best {obvious ba? akong ako to}.
Temperamental {isa pa to, temperamental = me}.
Funny and humorous. Loves to joke {i'd like to think so..}.
Good debating skills {sa tagalog, mareklamo.hehe}.
Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character.
Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds {sakitin. haha loser!}. Loves to dress up. Easily bored(!!!!!). Fussy. Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious {if 168 churva yung brand, i agree with this}. Executive {what's with this?}. Stubborn.

:: The Twelve Months

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

I am tagging...Sheena, Punky, Makoy, Claire, Bea, Rose, Onat, Ghee, Palaboy, Rems, Kamskee, and Honey.

Sunday, 25 November 2007

A Month of Gatherings

Gatherings is one of the fun parts when you're working already. High School friends, College kada, & neighbor dudes... It's one of the few things to look forward every weekends. "Motivation sa work" haha..

Nov. 16 - Catching Up Day with my College Sisters
At Mall of Asia

Nov. 17 - Dinner & Mall Envasion with Childhood Friends
At Trinoma

Nov. 24 - A "Glimpse-like" Dinner with my High School Berks

At Blue Wave

Nakakabitin if you ask me. Kaya for sure, its just the start of everything. Dito ata mapupunta sweldo ko. haha! Pero its fun seeing people that you know. No clients, no boss'.. an ordinary day that makes you love LIFE.

Till the next Lakwatsa!

Sunday, 11 November 2007

Ubos ang Sweldo. Need Xtra Income

And because Im in Sales, it's really important to be always presentable. And bogsh! Naubos sa parlor ang sweldo. Ergo, nagastos ko kagad yung ipon ko. haha! Anyway, I think (and feel) worth it naman siya. (Bench Fix @ SM Bicutan)

I just had my HotOil Treatment. Pero Total Repair daw siya, from the scalp down to its ends. Eun, mukha namang lumitaw na yung color ko sa hair daba!

Gosh! parang kulang na kulang ang sweldo.. at helloo xmas is coming pa. I NEED an Extra Income! May lam ba kayong gimik dyan? hehe (Im serious!)

Ei cge mga peeps, got to sleep na. Look at me, my eyebugs na. Swanget na! at monday na!! waahh! bitin weekend! Ka-miss maging tambay.


Thursday, 8 November 2007

IT's Starbucks Planner Season Again!!

I was so like craving for a starbucks frappucino for a week already. And btw, when the november entered the calendar, I can't help but wonder when will be the starbuck planner season will start.

And there you go. My feet dragged me to the nearest starbucks store on my way to the shuttle station. And woah! Planner season na pala!!!! Waaahhh! haha! I know some may think that me and like other people are so ridiculous to be so into this kind of marketing strategy. It's like I'll be spending for about more than a thousand for just a planner. But you see it's not just-just a planner...

The FUN starts when you start collecting those stickers, and you'll end up treating your friends (vice-versa), just to complete all those stickers.
I didn't have the chance to really looked at the new planner. I hope it's not that makapal na. hehe..

Christmas is nearing na!! (means gastos! haha joke!)
(pic:This is me, zipping the mocha frap while I walk along Rufino Avenue)

Saturday, 20 October 2007

Motivated, Not Motivated

Well you see there's controversy, politics etc. everywhere.. Small companies, multi-national ones, they're all the same. I'm not here to talk about it. Well arrrghh!! I'd like to think that I'm motivated enough.. Di na uso spoon feeding sa corporate world (yeah i know that). Pero, uhm.. nakakatamad eh. I know di ako yung bet nung CEO namin for this position.. pero ewan ko ba I feel so stupid. "The New Guy". In this case, girl.

Ganun ba talaga? I should be studying right now (self-study), own product training! arrrgghh!!!!

Sunday, 14 October 2007

First Sweldo, New Kilay

After hearing mass I headed to SMB (SM Bicutan) and had my kilay done at Bench Fix. Actually, I gave my salary to my mom (as part of the tradition) so basically it came from my own savings. Kaya hanggang kilay lang ang kaya ko as of now.

My kilay is naturally sabog na magulo na di mo alam kung pano nabuo. <---ito mismo ang sinabi nung bading. haha! So as you can see ang galing nya kasi naayos nya. haha. sheks! I need to add this kilay session pala to my budget every month. May pedicure pa. naman!! Ang gastos maging babae.
P.S. It's also my first time na magpa-threading. Kaya OUCH!

When a door closes, a window opens

Hey I'm back!

It's been so long. Well, the whole preparation (wake and all) for my uncle's cremation kept us busy all. I've been with them from the very start till the end.

I've always believe that I, being a bum and all for a very long time, has a reason. Like being there & spending my time with my family. I get to be with them all. From my grandparents down to my cute baby cousins. And when death came to our family, I know this won't be the end.

Truly the saying in my title is true. Right after my Uncle's cremation, I got a job. It's not the kind of job I have in mind, but you know, just for an experience. It sucks! No it isn't. I mean, whew, I just can't wait to reach the 6th month and i'm out of there baybeh! Ideally I should make tiis for a about a year. Pero.. haay.. I hope I could even last for 6months.

I'm working for about a week already. and that's a record! haha..

Monday, 1 October 2007

Having A Break

Guys I won't update this blog until my uncle's burial.

For those who want to ex-links just reply to this post. (I'll erase link/s if there's no regular visits.. well at least once a week)

To makoy, I'll add ur link when I get back, sorry bout that..

just keep on browsing.. :)

have a great day ahead

Thursday, 27 September 2007

Death, (screw u Mr. Palawan)

This is my email to 2 of my friends.

Hi lynn, Hi na rin ulit kats

AH for Lynn, my uncle just died last night 8:45pm. Sa bulacan na kami ni mama natulog pagkagaling sa PGH. At dahil putol putol tulog ko para bang may nakahanda nang email message sa utak ko. I planned to email na rin punky and others kaso.. mm.. i dunno.

Di ko lam ang sensitive ko pala ngayon.

d moment na sinabi ng doctor na wala na si uncle doods tas umiyak na si Auntie mommy (wife nya) sympre napaiyak na din ako. At that time naiiyak ako kasi feeling ko I failed them. Para bang wala akong nagawa to comfort them. Kasi dba tayo we always pray together. Yung mga tipong nung panahon nung student patrol etc. AT that time kasi para bang nagaantay na lang kami ng go signal umiyak. We didn't pray like we do. Siguro kanya kanya. I mean nung time na rin na yun kasi para bang there's a nudge in me to initiate and encourage everyone pray. Pero wala akong ginawa. Kaya nung moment na namatay siya, I somehow felt guilty. Na sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na sana may miracle pa na nangyari. I just stood there, unable to speak any words and pinipigilan ang pag-iyak.

Mama has been all teary eye. Dahil nandyan tito ko dinaan nalang lahat sa joke. I thought I'll be all right.As in normal. Kung baga eh relative lang naman ako. Pero a phone call kanina changes everything.

A man named "Mr. Palawan" a.k.a Mr. Insensitive (I'm already cursing him right now!) called looking for mama. EH wala nasa punerarya nga.
"Eh tumawag kanina umalis ulit." SO he's trying to say na tinataguan ni mama.
So sinabi ko with emphasis namatay po kasi uncle ko kagabi. ANd he's like not listening.
Then I asked "may iiwan ba kayong message."
Aba sabi "eh bat iniimbistigahan mo ako". wuhaattt??? (actually para syang may intsik na may bumbay accent, so di ko siya maintindihan) inulit ko ulit kung nasan si mama. & i told him na ako yung anak ni mama. Aba biglang bumait.
At sinabi na "yan dapat sinasabi ang totooo". Put** talga oh! At talagang I was crying na namatay nga yung uncle ko. blah blah blah.

after that call I was bursting into tears. Para bang now lang nag-hit sakin na wala na nga uncle ko. Putik kaka-highlight ko ba naman sa pesteng Mr. Palawan na yon eh di ba naman ako matamaan, And I'm actually crying right now. Ewan ko ba bat ba ako umiiyak eh di naman kami super close. kung baga sa family nila close ako pero si uncle doods lang yung di masyado gets?
Eun. sige un lang. ligo nako, baboosh.

(Ayoko na kasing gumawa ng new version of the story for this blog, that's why I copied and paste it here na lang)

Tuesday, 25 September 2007

Blogging Is NOT for the WEAK

A personal blog is like a Journal, a Diary.. etc. It's more on dealing with your experiences, emotions, feelings.. yeah your EMOtional SIDE! When does doing it ever makes you WEAK, huh? It even feels great after you release your rage or anything like that. I don't supresss my emotions inside. Ayokong mag ka-heart attack noh. & I want my future kids to read this...

Hey this is my personal space! So I can write good and bad things here.

Yes ako'y galit sa sinabi mo. I mean who ever here jumps for joy when you call someone WEAK? Lam mo problema (I know ur gonna read this)... I mean, I just said helloo di ka pa nga nagsosorry tapos you bombarded me with my flaws?? Wow. galing! clap! clap! What a way to resolve things. I mean I can always approach u and patch things up.. but NO... I didn't. Why? Eh how will I know that you're sorry?

I mean EFFORT is the WORD! SO magagalit ka kung bakit ko pinost dito?kasi po, pansin mo ngyon ko lang pinost? kasi po nung wala naman akong sinusulat dito na "ganito" eh ano.. u asked the most famous question ---> ano bang gusto mong gawin ko?


And I never called you a weak or anything. Grabe... di ka nga nambubugbog, verbally abused naman ako. Do u want me to make u remember it?

tama na tama. Sorry if I need to this. Pero it's for u din. If we surpass this, then dba... tayo nga. I know naiisip mo rin yan.

Sunday, 23 September 2007

Photo Moments

For these past few 3 weeks, I've been with my whole-enitre family. As in puro gatherings & pasyal. haha. I'll post about it maybe tomorrow.

For the 1st time ever, I found myself browsing just right now in my friends' pictures @ friendster. And I'm kinda shocked why I didn't have a copy of this specific picture (I'm the kind of person kasi who somehow provides the pictures in every occasion that's why I'm shocked. gets? hehe)

So here's the picture & did I say I loooove it?! okay.. I love it! I miss those times....

This "unedited" picture was taken during our galera getaway last april 2007 (look for me, look for me, look for me. I'm the ugliest! whahaha!)

Thursday, 20 September 2007

Kid's New Toy... Digicam!

One thing I noticed to kids nowadays is that they are really exposed to these gadgets (digicams, videocams, ipod etc). And it's like they see these as not a "techy gadget" (u know... expensive, classy, cool... handle it with extreme care! those things) and it's not a TOY!!!!Gad!!

One of my 5yrs old cousin is literally addict to these new found toys! 24 hrs mangungulit. "Ate picture... ate video... at sayaw ako... ate "

"hoy naku akin na yan!" well she grabbed my cam and took a picture of me. I was like wahhhhh!! ingatan mo yan!! (buti nalang ala pa akong SLR). Pero what I like about her is, she knows how to project!! (haha may dagdag na sa models ko).. Pero they got all tantrums if di nila nagamit ang "toy" nila. (talaga naman)

Well most of my kiddie cousins had their entire life documented. No wonder these kids are so exposed to techy stuff.

This is my cousin Xyline's photo when I told her to pose

Isn't she a cutie?

And this is Bj & cuz Aloissa

[Yeah! Be a tiger!rarr!]

& This is my cutie Xilca

[I can't feel u dear, emote! yeah!that's good]

Tuesday, 18 September 2007

I don't know what the title for this one

To end the Story... here it is.
It's more on about "the" job (eck). Well, I'm actually way over it right now. I hope this post won't be boring & way not interesting.

The Job: It's a training for a managerial position. (whoa!)

& I'm a fresh grad!! I mean, yeah I should be grateful because I was given an opportunity to prove myself that I could do the job. I mean they won't invite me if if... u know what I mean.

Uhm, after the exam & initial interview, I got myself reflecting all about it the whole day because the final interview will be 4pm pa. SO then I prayed & prayed. I somehow ask why do I always end up in a job in sales (the word really gives me jitters or a negative vibe/aura etc. I just don't like sales even if I'll get filthy rich in that field of work). Well, in the end I said to myself I'll just do my best... and let's see what will happen.

It's really really a great opportunity. I need to put myself together, be prepared & ace that final interview. (At least I thought I'll gonna do good).

So well, uhm, I think I sucked! Err.. She (the interviewer) never really like asks me. She did but like 1 or 2 questions. Well (it's humiliating! I mean sharing it to the world), uhm, she'll refer me nalang daw to the support unit ( I think it's the marketing unit but more on customer relations daw). Well, that solved the problem, coz I never really like working in sales. (she's good ha, she saw in me na yoko sa sales). But why do I feel I'm being rejected or why do i feel down & dumb?!

So this is where the part of running-towards-my-bf-for-comfort comes in.

Saturday, 15 September 2007

Bo's Words

The continuation of the Story :

Looking back at it right now, para bang natatawa na lang ako. (I looked like an idiot!) So this post won't be as intense as before.

I was walking my way to Greenbelt. I don't want to go home. I don't want my mom to see me like a cry baby. The last thing I want in this world, is for them to feel that I failed them. (drama, pero its true)

I walked straight to power books & grabbed some Bo Sanchez's books. (who the hell is this Bo Sanchez?) I heard my friends talked about him. (what is he a priest?). So I read on. It's funny di pala pari si Bo. He's the first Catholic preacher who's like... well he speaks in his books like a born again christian. This interests me.

To be honest Bo's words calms be down. I mean the emotions are still there, but I'm smiling na. I can't believe a guy like him still exists. Imagine, he's married at the age of 32 & he was a virgin for 32 yrs! (whoa!) He's wife is so damn lucky! I sat there at Power books for I think an hour or 2. If only I could sleep there & read all his works, but of course I can't. After finishing 1 book, I decided it's time to hit the road.

I went home with a different perspective (i guess). In a way it's different from the moment I walked down in that underpass. I'm confused. I somehow asked na di ako matanggap, then iiyak iyak ako ngayon. (weird! this part will be shared sa next na post ko).

I recommend everyone to read Bo's books! Manipis lang siya (so dont worry for those who aren't bookworms) But this I will tell that u could really relate to him. I mean in a way, he can reach out to u. I'm curious wherein he mentioned that there's 1 book where he shared his sexual addiction. (hmm.. di nga siya pari)

(oh this is not what I read. I just want u to see how he looks like )

Wednesday, 12 September 2007

Hard to Hate

I guess I don't have the energy right now to type here in details what happened to me because I've been shouting and narrating it in my mind for the last, i dunno, 3 hrs?!

I would blog about what happened this day in different parts coz it's freakin long, & I don't like posting a novel here.
1st part:

Gist of this post's story? I was rejected by a telecommunication company (in a way, it will be explained on the next parts). Ouch! I know. I run to my BF (he's office is along Ayala ave.) for comfort &... he didn't respond in the way the he should. After telling him what happened (he's eyes were all around obviously not listening but denies it to death. )

"So?" (asking him for his reaction coz he's like really not listening)
"May Sev1 pa kasi ako eh" (he's work)

At that very moment I wanted to kick his crotch, punch his face until he bleeds and asks for mercy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But of course I didn't, instead I cried (just a bitsy tear) and mustered the word "What??!?!" (play this scene like 10 times!!! well hello! I didn't came running here to hear that!)

After that scenario, I did my famous "walk-out" then he naturally held me back but still I resist... making it more dramatic (eww!)
Not noticing during that act my tears came running down FAST!! It was only that time the word rejection hit me. It hurts!! And this jerk whom I love didn't even have the slightest idea what he did. ( What a jerk! I know, right?). Yes I have the right to be all angry about it. And the next thing I know, my voice is getting louder na pala. & he keeps on saying sorry sorry sorry (The kind of sorry wherein he say it because he just wants u to shut up & didn't even mean it! for real!!) So I couldn't help but be angry pa. So I make da-bog on my way down to the tunnel/underpass, not getting the justice I deserve.

As I walk and cry, I wanted to text him "break na tayo" or "i hate u". But I didn't. I know for sure that later on I'll miss him and wala, wala rin. And that makes me sick. I can't even hate him. I hate him at that moment. Ano man lang ba kasi yung words of comfort dba? geez!!!!! Isn't that hard to do?

Tuesday, 11 September 2007

Heroes Season 2

I didn't know that Season 2 will be released this Sept. 24!! haha.. I'm not updated anymore.. anyway got this video when I passed by palaboy's page.

Preview of Heroes Season 2

Thursday, 6 September 2007

The New Ipod Nano & Ipod Touch

Apple emailed me this :) And I wanna share it with u guys, especially those who are music lover like me :)
*I just used "printscreen" to post it here... my adobe suddenly experienced errors etc. {need to install a new one}

If you want guys visit the Apple store

New Ipod Nano

New Ipod Touch

Video of the Day

I was blog hopping and come across this video.
Saw this video from Aiza's

I can't help but mm.. react(?), in such a way that I can't help but post this here.
Good thing I'm not that tall to be a model. hehe
It's way tooo embarassing!

Monday, 3 September 2007

Coincidence or God's Will?

Okay I just got back from my interview and I'm having uhh.. what I called "post-interview-syndrome", where I get tarantated and I evaluate what I did and and try to ask everybody's opinion about my endless questions.

In d internet it says Mktg Asst. but when I went there it's for Junior Bus. Dev't Exec (more on accounts). oooohh accounts! I told myself before that I want to be in Accounts, though the thought of I'll be in SALES! Come on! {i dont like d word sales}

I think exposure is okay since clients are ad agencies and other media companies. I get to meet officers or the "bossing" of target companies-slash-clients. Well, I guess its a good start to build networks in this kind of industry. And also it's a good training ground, though the location of this company and the office building... I dunno... am I being reasonable? I'm judging the company by the way the building and office looks? And oh, field work... no tsekot. Pano yun client presentation MRT? And scary talaga yung area. Oh it's in kapitolyo pala. Residential siya.

Why do I always feel that I did good in a Sales position interview? Why didn't I have this kind of mindset when I was interviewed by companies I'm dying to be part with (those posts are not related in sales) ? {I was pessimistic before}

Is it because God wants me to have a career in sales? Or is it mere coincidence? How will I know if it's God's will?

Wednesday, 29 August 2007

Best of 2006

Oh someone emailed me this piece of info. And I can't help myself but share it to you guys!








And THE Winner:

Tuesday, 28 August 2007

Dare u to MOVE (wait for the songs..)

AFter the Jitters (click here 4 more info) yesterday, you may be wondering what happened to my interview earlier this morning.

Well, I sucked! I hate myself for being so not prepared at all and stressed myself all night to the possibility of not going to get the job. Well what do you know. I DONT WANT TO BELIEVE that I failed again. There's still a tingling hope in my puny heart that there would be miracle.

I've been praying for this company to have a vacant position and would entertain me.. and so it happened and I DIDN'T GAVE MY BEST! WHAT A LOSER!!!

I forgot to mention what I do best... my passion... I know that I'm purrrfectly fit for that position. But I got.. well I'm a wuss during the interview!!!

I know if it's for you, it's for you {cliche!!!}

"Dare you to MoVE" - after hearing this songs just now, it makes me realize that I shouldn't take for granted everything that God gave me. He actually answered my prayer.. But then I focused more on the failure that might come to me. I need to do something. I've got to move.. (I just love the switchfoot... well my feelings right now is more appropriate with this song "This is your Life")

Monday, 27 August 2007

BSN Board Exam Results

Yesterday we went to Rose's place and there she was excitedly saying to us that her sister Mary-Ann passed the Nursing Board Exam.

Wow! I wonder if my batchmates also passed. I haven't have the patience to check all the names of those who passed because they're so many of them and I can't remember all who took up nursing..

Ms (SMB) Sheena Marie B. Perez :)
Pog! {uy galing!! nurse ka na pog!}
Jana C.
Rachel Pinacate
Kathy Yap
Camille Delmendo
and to everyone else I forgot to mention :)
CHeeRs to all of u GUYS!!
June 2007 Nursing Board Passers
Passers A-D
Passers E-O
Passers P-Z
For more details visit :

Friday, 24 August 2007


For the past few weeks, I've been having a hard time to sleep. My mind is so active! It's so had for me to control my mind as it continues to drift into vast ideas and imagination... stretching all the muscles in my head. wahh! Good thing SHEEPS saves the day! whew! This always work out for me. I count and keep my mind to focus on those sheeps that jumps to the fence. Though to be honest it's hard to keep the picture still. As if my brain is alive or better yet its as if its a TV that continues to switch different channels.

To All Sheeps in the world!!! THANK YOU!!!

Friday, 17 August 2007

Birthday ShoutOut!!

Happy 21st birthday Jenalyn Hernandez!!
wishing u all the best! wav u my friend

Thursday, 16 August 2007

Bloggers Unite!!

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Sunday, 12 August 2007

Theory How Harry Lived!

I bumped into this site @
It talks about the part wherein I'm confused.. no not confused, left hanging over the HP series. That's maybe one of the reason why I'm experiencing the HP syndrome.

-How Harry was able to survive from the Killing Curse (Chapter: Forest again from HP book 7)?
-What Lily actually did to protect Harry? Love? I think it's more than to it..

for detailed explanation visit this site

-To add up: Harry's a Horcrux right? In order to undo/stop/kill/end/destroy a Horcrux is to use the Basilisk tooth. Didn't the Basilisk at the 'Chambers of Secrets' bit(?) Harry? So that means the Horcrux in Harry was already destroyed, right??? or it has to be Voldemort to finish Harry?

oh just click the site..

JK intends to left us hanging in this topic..


Friday, 10 August 2007

Harry Potter Syndrome

August 10, 2007
I finished reading both book 6 & 7 just last week. And I can say that I'm beginning to be a harry potter addict. I've been rereading and watching all harry potter series.
Oh j.k. what have you done to me and the rest of HP readers??

(spoiler alert! dont take a look at this if you havent read the book. okeish?)

Things that's been bothering me after reading the series:
1.) I cant believe Fred died!! I loove the weasley twins.. especially their humor.. it wouldn't be the same without fred. (wahhhh!!)
2.) I don't like the part wherein Harry is somewhere like in a limbo or something (chapter:king's cross). Hey! they're on war!! Too much talking and discussion. It kills the momentum. Well, though the encounter with Dumbledore is a necessary thing.
3.) Well, i haven't reread this part - the duel of Harry and Voldemort. As what i remember Harry just used the "Expelliarmus" to Voldemort.. and i was like "that's it"??
4.) I'm still confused how come Draco got the power of the Elder Wand.
5.) Question: Harry didn't died because he had the Deathly Hallows at that time OR the Horcrux just died in him?
6.) Hermione & Ron finally kissed!!
7.) Lupin & Tonks died! Poor Teddy! - i once visited a site, an online chat with JK... So JK said in that chat that she first planned to kill Arthur Weasley instead of these two. Though what made her change her mind because there's only a few good father figure in the story. So it just bring justice to let Mr. Weasley alive. And for Tonks & Lupin's death, JK just want to illustrate the causes of war. That parents died, and children are left alone.

8.) I like the fact that Neville is the new leader of D.A. while Harry, Hermione, and Ron are away.
9.) Mrs. Weasley called Bellatrix Lestrange a BITCH!!! That's the way i like it. :)
10.) I always believe that Snape is really a good person. I can imagine his face when he was little, hanging around with Lily.
11.) Does Aberforth lived in Hogsmeade since Book 1?? (just curious)
I know there's going to be NEXT
Deathly Hallows wouldn't be the last.
But then I still love Goblet of Fire of all the HP series. :)

{my mom @ National Bookstore. haha!}


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