To end the Story... here it is.
It's more on about "the" job (eck). Well, I'm actually way over it right now. I hope this post won't be boring & way not interesting.
The Job: It's a training for a managerial position. (whoa!)
& I'm a fresh grad!! I mean, yeah I should be grateful because I was given an opportunity to prove myself that I could do the job. I mean they won't invite me if if... u know what I mean.
Uhm, after the exam & initial interview, I got myself reflecting all about it the whole day because the final interview will be 4pm pa. SO then I prayed & prayed. I somehow ask why do I always end up in a job in sales (the word really gives me jitters or a negative vibe/aura etc. I just don't like sales even if I'll get filthy rich in that field of work). Well, in the end I said to myself I'll just do my best... and let's see what will happen.
It's really really a great opportunity. I need to put myself together, be prepared & ace that final interview. (At least I thought I'll gonna do good).
So well, uhm, I think I sucked! Err.. She (the interviewer) never really like asks me. She did but like 1 or 2 questions. Well (it's humiliating! I mean sharing it to the world), uhm, she'll refer me nalang daw to the support unit ( I think it's the marketing unit but more on customer relations daw). Well, that solved the problem, coz I never really like working in sales. (she's good ha, she saw in me na yoko sa sales). But why do I feel I'm being rejected or why do i feel down & dumb?!
So this is where the part of running-towards-my-bf-for-comfort comes in.