Birthdays Sucks!

Yeah yeah, you need to celebrate the day you were born in this panet earth. What the heck! Birthday is only there to make people make you feel extra special. Can't we just make it an ordinary day? Customs pushes you to be happy about it. What do you want me to do? Smile all day and sing at the top of the world?? And because there's the pressure that you should be happy at that day, it is easy for someone to RUIN it all for you.
Expectations and bitterness is what this birthday mania can bring to u. The hell to the person who started with this birthday thing!!!!

When i wrote those things (above) a while ago, im really really MAD. Angry, bitter, whatever u may want to call it. And now that I calm myself already, i dont know... I don't know if it's my fault or not. All i know is i got hurt, and let myself be carried away by my emotional madness. And look what happened. Is someone capable of ruining your day? or is it all in you?
Sigh!

Thanks red ribbon, wentworth and chixie for calming me..